Monday, March 22, 2010

If I had a world of my own it would all be Nonsense!

My world would consist of starry night skies where the moon is always visible, mint bushes would grow wild, Rose bushes would be tamed for me, animals would talk, Pokemon would exist, Wizards would turn people into frogs and the Anon would rule!

Alright... now that's just ridiculous.

Anyways, I live in reality now, no rabbit holes to fall into. Maybe a book would be as so kind as to welcome me with open arms to fall into it with my imagination open.

Books, books, glorious books. An open world full of wonders or boring speeches. It all depends on what you are reading.

I think I might just read "The Little Prince" once again, or maybe watch "Where The Wild Things Are" because I need that dose of child-like innocence of going off into another world, away from the real thing for a little while.

Y'know, we all need our healthy doses of that or we'll go insane... I do believe that to be very true in my world. If I don't take a breather from all this stress it gets to me at the worst moments.

I need it right now for the fact that.. Tomorrow, March 23rd I turn 18 and my days of relaxation are done with until I have time to take vacation. Hah, school work, scholarships, college applications, finding an apartment, moving to Louisiana, joining the Air Force, staying in Fort Worth, going to the Art Institute of Dallas and going into debt up to my neck.. What choices I have to make.

I will get through this, y'know why?
Because I won't let this build up inside of me. I will conquer it.
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I have faith in myself to make it through this.

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